Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Close Encounters of the Queer Kind

Ok...wow I didn't realize it's been like 21 days since I posted last. Things have been busy as hell...the story of my life I guess. Being a homecoming king candidate has kept me occupied and school has gotten crazy since the semester is starting to get close to the end. Also since my last post I have had my first experience with another guy...it really was hot as hell, now I know that I like being gay haha. Although I think it turned out to be nothing more than a one night stand...I needed the experience though and had a good time so nothing was lost. I had kind of a hard time dealing with the fact that I felt kinda like a whore for a while, but I'm starting to feel better about it. I honestly would love to meet someone and have a real relationship, but so many guys around here are extremely in the closet. I just feel like something is missing and I want a real honest boyfriend so bad!! Then I met another guy online and we chatted for a while and I sent a pic of myself. To make the story short we ended up knowing each other...how hot is that? Like a lifetime movie? Gotta love those haha. Although I'm sworn to secrecy I can say he's definitely a hottie. I'm not holding out hope for too much of a romantic relationship though...although I could dream. We're both greeks...need I say more lol

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Is my gayness out at home??

Ok....so yesterday I got a random facebook add from a guy that I didn't know that goes to college in my hometown. He then posted on my wall something to the effect of "what's going on cutey" so now I was really wondering how this guy knows me. Then I noticed that we had like 17 mutual friends...one of those being my friend that knows that I'm gay. So I texted my friend K and asked how I would have met this guy (I thought possibly at a party last weekend when I was drunk) well K says I haven't met him at all. So then I say he left a somewhat "strange" post on my wall and K texts me back...and I quote "I was kinda talking to him about you...sorry" This makes me worry that my little secret is gonna be flying around c town like wildfire.....great...
Well am I the only one that thinks this was kinda shitty of K to do? I didn't reply back to K.
Also I should mention that this facebook dude is completely not my type and I'm not the slightest bit interested in him. Can we say Queen???
OK there's my drama...now onto my confusing facebook relationship with a guy that I actually do find very attractive that goes to the same college that I do. It seems like we can never coordinate a time to actually get together....we have been getting closer than ever this last week. We actually have each other's cell phone numbers and text so it's moved off of facebook..a promising sign right? So wish me luck with this...cause I'll say it again...this dude is hot... lol

Oh and one more thing....there's a girl from c town that was at the party I was at last weekend and she was majorly hitting on me and still is on facebook. Ahhh that complicates things...