Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Is my gayness out at home??

Ok....so yesterday I got a random facebook add from a guy that I didn't know that goes to college in my hometown. He then posted on my wall something to the effect of "what's going on cutey" so now I was really wondering how this guy knows me. Then I noticed that we had like 17 mutual friends...one of those being my friend that knows that I'm gay. So I texted my friend K and asked how I would have met this guy (I thought possibly at a party last weekend when I was drunk) well K says I haven't met him at all. So then I say he left a somewhat "strange" post on my wall and K texts me back...and I quote "I was kinda talking to him about you...sorry" This makes me worry that my little secret is gonna be flying around c town like wildfire.....great...
Well am I the only one that thinks this was kinda shitty of K to do? I didn't reply back to K.
Also I should mention that this facebook dude is completely not my type and I'm not the slightest bit interested in him. Can we say Queen???
OK there's my drama...now onto my confusing facebook relationship with a guy that I actually do find very attractive that goes to the same college that I do. It seems like we can never coordinate a time to actually get together....we have been getting closer than ever this last week. We actually have each other's cell phone numbers and text so it's moved off of facebook..a promising sign right? So wish me luck with this...cause I'll say it again...this dude is hot... lol

Oh and one more thing....there's a girl from c town that was at the party I was at last weekend and she was majorly hitting on me and still is on facebook. Ahhh that complicates things...

2 comments:

Josh said...

Ahhhh, the drama of being an out gay. Honey, this is the hardest part of coming out. Your entire life story has changed. It's like you've gone from white trash to Richy Rich. Everyone wants to know the story, and others will just talk about it.

BUT, you have to remember, fewer people care/talk about you, than you think.

Anonymous said...

I'm paranoid. I admit it. But like Josh said, I've found that fewer people really care about what i'm up to then I think. Doesn't stop my paranoia though!