Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Close Encounters of the Queer Kind

Ok...wow I didn't realize it's been like 21 days since I posted last. Things have been busy as hell...the story of my life I guess. Being a homecoming king candidate has kept me occupied and school has gotten crazy since the semester is starting to get close to the end. Also since my last post I have had my first experience with another guy...it really was hot as hell, now I know that I like being gay haha. Although I think it turned out to be nothing more than a one night stand...I needed the experience though and had a good time so nothing was lost. I had kind of a hard time dealing with the fact that I felt kinda like a whore for a while, but I'm starting to feel better about it. I honestly would love to meet someone and have a real relationship, but so many guys around here are extremely in the closet. I just feel like something is missing and I want a real honest boyfriend so bad!! Then I met another guy online and we chatted for a while and I sent a pic of myself. To make the story short we ended up knowing each other...how hot is that? Like a lifetime movie? Gotta love those haha. Although I'm sworn to secrecy I can say he's definitely a hottie. I'm not holding out hope for too much of a romantic relationship though...although I could dream. We're both greeks...need I say more lol

3 comments:

B said...

So weird you knew the guy...Small world isn't it?

Unknown said...

Dirty boy! You need to call me and fill me in!!!

Anonymous said...

I used to feel guilty too. It's really a waste of energy and time but I can relate. The straight guys seem to handle their hookups with minimum guilt. Interesting that you two greeks found each other in chat. Hope it leads to something. Congrats on your encounter, sounds hot.